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Average: 3.9 (195 votes)
Anita Cannibal

Anita Cannibal

"I have been a performer now for 14 years in the adult film industry in many countries, states . . . all over the place. I have worked for most of these companies, and I was around for the once-a-month HIV-positive outbreak in ’98. Yes, I was, and I got to see those performers that nobody knows about—that nobody claims that got HIV, that are not a part of the statistics—walk out the door as non-performers, not to be counted."

"Yeah, there are a lot of cover-ups going on. There is a lot of tragedy. There are a lot of horrible things."

Stephanie Swift

"I was sexually abused the first time by my step grandfather on my dad's side and the second time by my actual stepdad so my sexuality was messed up from the beginning. I created another personality that was in complete control and didn't have those things happen and didn't have to deal with the pain. The industry is not a real accomplishment.  It's just a false sense of accomplishment.  It covers everything up for what it is."

Porn Star Belladonna


“I like to hide — hide everything, you know?... And I'm not happy... I don't like myself at all... My whole entire body feels it when I'm doing it and... I feel so — so gross.”

Elizabeth Rollings

"I sold my soul to the devil without even knowing it.  Ironically, I later performed in a brutal gangbang for Devil's Films."

Andi Anderson

"After a year or so of that so-called “glamorous” life, I sadly discovered that drugs and drinking were a part of the lifestyle. I began to drink and party out of control! Cocaine, alcohol and ecstasy were my favorites. Before long, I turned into a person I did not want to be. After doing so many hardcore scenes I couldn’t do it anymore. I just remember being in horrible situations and experiencing extreme depression and being alone and sad." - Andi Anderson

Lucky Starr

"I was worried about my first anal scene for quite a few days ... then the big moment arrived.  It REALLY hurt!  I almost quit and said, "I can’t do this".   When it was all over, I was so happy and relieved I was able to do it.  But I still have to think if I want to do anal on a regular basis.  It did hurt a lot!  So will I continue to do anal?  Let’s wait for my butt to heal, then we’ll talk."

Alexa Milano Portrait

Alexa Milano

My first movie I was treated very rough by 3 guys. They pounded on me, gagged me with their penises, and tossed me around like I was a ball! I was sore, hurting and could barely walk. My insides burned and hurt so badly. I could barely pee and to try to have a bowel movement was out of the question. I was hurting so bad from the physical abuse from these 3 male porn stars! - Alexa Milano

Porn Star Jessie Jewels

Jessie Jewels

"People in the porn industry are numb to real life and are like zombies walking around. The abuse that goes on in this industry is completely ridiculous. The way these young ladies are treated is totally sick and brainwashing. I left due to the trauma I experienced even though I was there only a short time." - Jessie Jewels

Porn Star Genevieve


"I had bodily fluids all over my face that had to stay on my face for ten minutes. The abuse and degradation was rough. I sweated and was in deep pain. On top of the horrifying experience, my whole body ached, and I was irritable the whole day. The director didn't really care how I felt; he only wanted to finish the video." - Genevieve



"The truth is I let my lifestyle get the best of me. I hate life. I'm a mess. A disaster. I've attempted suicide many times."

"No one cares about a dead porn star or stripper." - Neesa


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