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Porn star Jessie Rogers abused

Jessie Rogers

What happened around the time that I was thinking about quitting, was: 1) a veteran male performer who was in the industry for over 8 years, caught syphilis and faked his test, worked knowing that he had syphilis, and transmitted it to other performers. And 2) I won't go into much detail about this because it was so traumatizing, but I was actually hanging out with another veteran male performer off camera, who I knew was sadistic, but what he did to me the night that I "woke up," I was definitely not expecting.

Long story short, he kept beating me, banging my head on his wooden floor, to the point where my face and my head was bleeding. He choked me out to the point of me passing out twice, and when he would stick my head in his toilet, he would not let me come up for air when I tried. So I thought I was going to die that night.

Christy Mack

"At about 2 a.m. Friday morning, Jon Koppenhaver arrived unannounced to my home in Las Vegas, NV. After he broke up with me in May, he moved out of my house and back to San Diego. When he arrived, he found myself and one other fully clothed and unarmed in the house. Without a single word spoken, he began beating my friend; once he was finished, he sent my friend away and turned his attention to me. He made me undress and shower in front of him then dragged me out and beat my face. I have no recollection of how many times i was hit. I just know the injuries that resulted from my beating. My injuries include 18 broken bones around my eyes, my nose is broken in 2 places. I am missing teeth and several more are broken. I am unable to chew, or see out of my left eye. My speech is slurred from my swelling and lack of teeth. I have a fractured rib and severely ruptured liver from a kick to my side. My leg is so badly injured, I have not been able to walk on my own. I also attained several lesions from a knife he got from my kitchen. He pushed the knife into me in some areas including my hand, ear and head. He also sawed much of my hair off with his dull knife."

Taylor Hill

YES - I did have a broken blood vessel in one of my eyes.

(On the set with pornographer Brandon Iron who is known for extreme violence against women.)

Belle Knox

"I miss my mom and dad everyday, I'm so homesick right now all the time."

"I think of my mom a lot when I do porn scenes.. how sad she would be that her little daughter was doing this."

Clayra Beau porn star confession

Clayra Beau

I was headed to a shoot with Facial Abuse. I started on my knees with the male talent literally shoving their cocks down my throat until I gagged an couldn't breath. I had to break because I was ready to pass out. when we started again it was no easier. I was still on my knees an the guys were so aggressive that at one point I literally had to stand up and push with all of my strength to get off of him. there is no point in having a safe word when you can't talk. I was clawing at their legs and slapping their thighs and they still wouldn't let up. So I took another breather and now I had 5 minutes of footage under my belt. After my break one of the guys picked me up and threw me over his shoulder and shoved me on him again. Then they pulled me off by my hair and smacked me in the face so hard it gave me a bloody nose. they didn't even notice that I was bleeding until they threw me onto the couch and started throat fucking me while my head hung off the couch. the guy jumped off and was like dude you have a bloody nose! That will look great on camera! 

Kacey Jordan

Kacey Jordan

"We're going to play a game. Ready? First we're going to start with some xanax and then we're going to start with ibuprofen and maybe a few pain killers. Anyways, let's watch me die."

Watch a heartbreaking video of Kacey Jordan attempting suicide on YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oMWG-S3fUWc

Jenna Jameson

Jenna Jameson

“’My life’, I said. ‘It’s not where I want it to be…I’m just…stuck. I’m…addicted.’ For the first time I had vocalized it. I was addicted…. I hadn’t done any work in a month. I looked down at my hand, and my fingertips were black from all the time spent holding hot cigarette lighters under meth pipes.” 

View videos of Jenna high on drugs and alcohol on YouTube at:



Here is how she started out:


Please pray for Jenna and ALL of these women who are being destroyed by porn.

Jesse Jane

Jesse Jane


On promoting her new Diosa Tequila: 

"Everyone starts drinking at six am. And they go all day and night. So everybody was pretty drunk. We had my party at CityWalk and there were so many thousands of people that you could barely move. And when we walked outside to leave before 1am, there were lines of people around the building and two blocks down.

To come and see you! 
It was crazy. It was a blast. I was sick, like I am now. So I couldn’t drink that night, which was probably the best thing, because I had to take a flight out at 4am."

View two videos on YouTube of a very drunk Jesse Jane and see what porn REALLY looks like. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yFa5ExNZIkw and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ksDI7Htxbl0

Mary Carey

Mary Carey

"When I'm sober, I get more anxious. When you are sober, you are forced to deal with reality. I get anxious about all the things I have to get done. When I was with Tawny all the time and we were drunk every day, I didn't do much. I'd wake up hung over and get ready to drink more. It's a great way to escape reality. When I'm drunk, I blow more money. When I'm sober, I don't want to spend my money."

View a video about Mary Carey being kicked off of a plane for being drunk at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DjT1tugdrps

Jenna Presley

“It was torture for seven years. I was miserable, I was lonely. I eventually turned to drugs and alcohol, and attempted suicide. I knew I wanted out, but I didn’t know how to get out.”


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